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my biggest goal in life is to get better at loving. at really caring, at noticing, at staying open when it’s hard. i’m learning to orient everything around love, in all its quiet and enduring forms

this image single-handedly changed my life first time I saw it

new post! it's called "computational tyranny" it's an extension of a thread I posed here, trying to point at a common thread between a couple of problems I was thinking about recently give it a read! linked below

this boots would fix me

>wonder why mind forgets dreams >intention to remember next one >wake up to an unhinged image of being in a beach that had giant carrots and bunnies >wake up again >still can’t remember the dream

what’s the (non sexual) closest to this in 2025? imagine being paid to sing, dance, host, and yap. the dream

Blue Monet

what are your thoughts if not hallucinations?

something so beautiful about buying second hand. a book, clothes, jewelry. being able to own something someone else owned, probably loved, and took care of is really pretty

The Fisherman and the Siren, Frederic Leighton

need this dress so bad

nothing like Camus to start the day

try paying more attention to body signs instead of endless thoughts and see magic happen :)

stagnation endangers freedom

allow yourself to bridge all your contradictory desires. they’re a feature, not a bug

nothing like the smell of wet grass

i can enter your mind if you allow me to

if you’re so smart, why are you not free

watching birds is a great activity. special thanks to my cat for teaching me his ways