Dej 🍒

been passively suicidal for most of my life & never Truly planned for the future bc i didn’t think i’d still be here but now it’s Here & all my bad coping mechanisms are catching up to me & idk what i want to do idk what im passionate ab & idk how to live bc idk if i ever started

Even if you die tomorrow, the sun will rise and set, the people who love you the most will lead their lives. Sure they’ll be sad, they’ll miss you & talk about you every day, but their world will still exist. You just won’t be in it anymore. This life is first & foremost yours.

girls shoot their shot by including you in their fake scenarios in their head before bed

Shared a whole spliff using his mouth.. c'mon now

everything else aside there’s something uncanny valley about hearing someone clearly emotional but their face is frozen and unable to match their tone due to botox

having a lot of thoughts about women’s faces being frozen into a doll like stasis to prevent/deter one of the most basic parts of humanity: expressing a feeling. don’t like it. gonna go for a walk.

How silly of me to forget how far I've come, just because I still have far to go.

I hate embarrassment. I hate public humiliation. Don’t ever put me in a situation where people can laugh at me and talk about me.

Me holding up my stress

i don't ask nggas for sht cause i don't want $40, i want $5000.

kinda miss being a child and wondering why the moon follows me

THISSSS!!!!! OMFG. This is sooo trueee. I remember having a conversation with someone and mention I don't want kids in the future and they're like.. "aww, were u abused? That'll change." I'm sorry?? Lmao I js don't want kids wtheck

A red flag i discovered in dating is men making up imaginary reasons to feel bad for me when they see im very confident. The other week i was telling a guy about what i do for work and he was like "you're an interesting person, I can tell you're misunderstood a lot." I just told…

sometimes you gotta shut the fuck up for four months straight to get your life together

if my partner subtweeted me every time they were upset id kms

Being a grown woman really requires silence. Let people run with whatever narrative of you and let them feed it to whoever listens.

I HOPE KARMA EATS EVERYONE WHO TOOK ADVANTAGE OF YOUR KINDNESS, WHO DISTURBED YOUR PEACE AND MISTREATED YOU WHEN YOU ONLY HAD PURE INTENTIONS.

i realized he's just like the others

I'll take my friend back after a disagreement , just like my man. It's okay to have uncomfortable conversations that are needed to bring back a friendship or relationship & it's okay to speak on what happend , what hurt you & etc... what's not acceptable is constant cheating!!!!!