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@sweetlotusfish
あたしは可愛い少女 | 🏳️⚧️Lesbian | 16 | she/her 🩷@someinternetciv💜
There should be at least one good photo of me before I die.. Am I cute..?

I’m sorry,, Nano,, that things didn’t turn out the way we wanted it to..


I’ve always hated myself,, and thought of myself as a bad person..
Favorite things.. mangadex.org/chapter/2230af… animepahe.ru/anime/8c3305d8… animepahe.ru/anime/32b1269b… vgperson.com/games/endroll.…
Why is my father transphobic..? Things would be very different if he wasn’t..
Last summer,, I had a nightmare where I was a beautiful girl,, and I was being raped by my father.. I could feel the tears streaming down my face.. It felt very real.. I woke up feeling no emotion at all,, and started my day as if I had never dreamt such a thing..
I have never felt any safer with this around my arm for the past three years..

Volume six of Girls’ Last Tour and volume five of Shimeji Simulation are the only books to have ever made me cry..
I finished reading Shimeji Simulation.. I believe,, that’s everything,, I wanted to experience.. I hope..
Chapter 48, Yuuri says, “It was so long ago, I’d forgotten.” I’m confident that she also said this towards the end of GLT..
my 10/10 anime/manga: 1. shimeji simulation 2. girls' last tour 3. haibane renmei 4. madoka magica
I finished rereading Girls’ Last Tour.. I wasn’t expecting the ending to make me cry so much.. I even cried over putting the book back on my shelf..