Deviant Gentleman
@DeviantGent
ʜᴏᴘᴇʟᴇꜱꜱʟʏ ʀᴏᴍᴀɴᴛɪᴄ | ʙᴇᴀʀᴅᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴀᴛᴛᴏᴏᴇᴅ ɢᴇɴᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ᴅɪʀᴛʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ | ɪ ꜱᴄʀɪʙʙʟᴇ #ᴘᴏᴇᴛʀʏ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛꜱ - ᴏᴄᴄᴀꜱɪᴏɴᴀʟʟʏ ɴꜱꜰᴡ 🔞🖋️❤️🩹
Divorce is painful, but so is staying in a marriage where you’re just surviving, not living, pretending it’s enough. Staying just because you think it’s the “right” thing can be the loneliest choice of all. Staying in a marriage where you’re invisible just to prove a point.
You are the only person with whom I can have a conversation about the most stupid thing in this world.
Once you finally see the narcissist for who they really are—what they lie about, what they’re capable of, and what truly drives them—it’s horrifying. And then you watch them go about their life… Smiling. Holding down jobs as nurses, therapists, teachers, pastors—positions of…
You can’t fake chemistry. Either it’s there or it’s not.
Sunday mornings, when the world is still and quiet, that’s when I miss you most and want to reach out. But I hope you’re happy—truly loved and at peace. You always deserved that.
It’s devastating when you realize they weren’t confused, busy, or broken — they just didn’t care enough to treat you right.
Future faking, where a narcissist will promise you something in the future to get their needs met in the present, then claim, "I never said that."
you ever sit there like… damn. i didn’t even ask for much. just consistency. just honesty. just a little effort. and somehow that was still too much for them. like loving me was an inconvenience they couldn’t be bothered with.
taurus, not everything has to make sense. sometimes love just is.
Making you feel wanted became my joy, until your want for me vanished and I was left wandering, trying to remember what else ever made me feel alive
Reach out. Just say you miss me. I won’t ask for more—just to know I crossed your mind would be enough.