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@uxcel
oh to have someone who notices your silence. someone who knows that it means you're hurt, offended, and disappointed
life is so private nobody knows that i'm being treated like i want to be treated and how am i so lucky with this person
my playlist so bipolar. we either in love, depressed, or gang members
I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE! I MEAN I CAN, AND I WILL, OBVIOUSLY. BUT I CAN'T FUCKING DO THIS ANYMORE!
just heard "don't miss out on your life trying to get it together" and i might have needed to hear that more than i know
i'm genuinely losing my mind with the fact that i have a love hate relationship with being alone because i like how nobody bothers me but at the same time i wanna be loved
trauma LITERALLY changes how our brains function yet people are really out here saying "just let go of your past" OK LMAO
i need to sit by the ocean and disconnect from the world for like three days
i tell people "i'm fine" because, wtf they gonna do if i am not?
u ever get pissed off by somebody's mindset? like damn, u really think like that?
"you're so chill" thanks, i'm completely disconnected from reality at all times