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⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ﹙ NEVER ﹚ TRUST A 𝚂𝚄𝚁𝚅𝙸𝚅𝙾𝚁 ———— UNTIL YOU FIND OUT ᵂᴴᴬᵀ THEY DID TO STAY 𝔄LIVE … ⠀
⠀ rarely going against his words 、 rather accepting it with a nod just like now . stepping carefully 、 sometimes everything felt blurry but they managed to reach the bathroom successfully . lacking words and with no shame they started to get rid of fabrics . ⠀
〝 shut up… 〞walking back towards her，following her steps from a little distance but still not getting close enough to hold her. he would rather let her to test how well she was doing now，but close to act fast in case she needed assistance.〝 let’s get you that shower. 〞
⠀ eyes fell on the screen but she saw nothing suspicious there 、 rather keep it on him .〝 oh i have my tablet with me 、 so let’s say i’m ready . 〞moving just slightly , getting glasses out and quickly on a nose beige and so tablet . she could work . ⠀
flinching at the closeness，almost jumping to close the laptop screen to avoid her noticing，but soon he figured she did not see the screen before. he was safe… for now.〝 i mean，you could go and take your own stuff here so you can work too. i don’t mind. 〞
𓍢ִ໋ 🀧 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐝 ; 𝐯𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐞 ⅋°. 𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝘀𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗰𝗸𝗶 .ᐟ ִֶָ.
girlhood rots between my teeth, a sickness so sweet it aches.
ㅤ ⊰᯽⊱ —— 🫖 —— ⊰᯽⊱ { 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐚𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐋𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐡 𝐌𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐫. } ⊱ — °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･°❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ — ⊰ ㅤ
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⠀from my 𝚛𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 body , 𝓯𝓵𝓸𝔀𝓮𝓻𝓼 shall grow and 𝐢 𝐚𝐦 in them , 𖬺͟ that is e͟t͟e͟r͟n͟i͟ty .
⠀ now slightly shy smile forms 、 accepting the paper and laying it near for now with clips and a slightly chewed pen on top 、 another bad habit but it helped her to focus .〝 no no 、 promise now i have everything . i won’t bother anymore . thank you ~ 〞 ⠀
eyes going up again to the brunette，nodding.〝 see what i mean﹖〞chuckling，stood up to go towards the desk and find a few sheets of paper on which they could write，and a paper clip so they could be organized.〝anything else﹖〞
⠀ he was caring too much about her 、 not that she opposed … but did feel a little bit better now . standing under the water and allowed it to cover them fully before rubbing hair back .〝 you’re so fast … but yes 、 of course come in .ᐟ 〞 ⠀
〝 okay… scream if anything 〞but he still rushed all the way towards the bathroom to look for the towels. he figured that bringing more than two would be better in case they end up needed them. once he is back，knocked twice to wait.〝 can i…﹖〞
⠀ looking around and cracking fingers 、 checking the purse again and getting only a pen out of there .〝 can i … borrow a paper from you .ᐣ i accidentally forgot my notebook and i need to have something to write on anyway . silly habit . 〞 ⠀
〝 yeah… usually i prefer paper，but most times you gotta do what’s faster and just restore to the technology i guess 〞shrugging，one leg crossing over the other as he finds a better posture to sit on the couch.〝 let me know if you need anything else. 〞
⠀ seeing him down actually made her gulp a bit 、 looking away immediately while letting hair fall down form the messy by now bun . reaching to turn water on and shifting closer to enter . 〝 upstairs in the bathroom . there’s shelves you’ll find towels there . 〞 ⠀
clearing throat. the urge to turn around and abandon the room itching at the back of his neck，but he was better than that… silently，walked towards her to help with the clothes，one by one until he kneeled to help with shoes and socks，looking up before（ ⠄⠄⠄）
tired of all these cameras flashing, sick of being poised.
tired of all these cameras flashing, sick of being poised.
ᅠ ᅠ⠀ ᅠ
⠀ ⠀ʽʽ ⠀⠀ 𖤐 ⠀⠀ 𝐲ou⠀⠀ know ⠀⠀ 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 ⠀ 𝐲ou ⠀⠀ ⓐre ⠀⠀ with ⠀⠀﹠͟. ⠀⠀ ͏͏╲⠀⠀ 𝓯loor 𝖈ollapses ⠀⠀ ⋕ ⠀⠀ 𝙛𝙡𝙤𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 ⠀ ⋆ ˚⠀ ˎˊ˗
⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀ 𝑺𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝑪𝒉𝒊𝒆𝒇 ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ 𝑺𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒓. ⠀⠀ ⠀⠀
i did not mean to be cruel. i swear i am good i am good i am kind. i have love inside of me. some place far far away.
can i be forgiven if i don't regret it﹖
can i be forgiven if i don't regret it﹖
tired of all these cameras flashing, sick of being poised.
tired of all these cameras flashing, sick of being poised.
⠀ @𝗿𝗲𝗲𝘀𝗲𝘀𝗮𝗺𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗵𝗮 𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘱𝘩𝘰𝘵𝘰 ﹕ some good vibes in a smiling form wouldn’t bother anyone … .ᐟ ⠀
﹐﹅. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗹𝗲𝗿 𝗾𝘂𝗲𝗲𝗻 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ᵎ!ᵎ ⠀𓃴 ᵎ!ᵎ
i said: i could be a wolf for you. i could put my teeth on your throat. i could growl. i could eat you whole. i could wait for you in the dark. i could howl against your hair.