ehsan 𖹭 إحسان
@snowu444
cw: 45.0 kg ㅤꨄ︎ ㅤbmi 19.9
edtwt intro ᯓᡣ𐭩 ⋆ born in '08 , ed since 8th grade ⋆ ana - r with periods of exercise purging ⋆ 149 cm / 4'11 ┆ lw 93lbs hw 136lbs
when they ordered pizza the staff lady asked who cant eat pork and everyone went quiet and she was like don't M//sl//ms not eat pork so then i almost killed myself from embarrassment and js said ummmm yeah that's not me
i was terrified of going to orientation i thought everyone hated me still and was mad but no it was just awkward with some people duh but otherwise i honestly enjoyed myself so much
i love theses soo much they're only 5 calories and make my water so tasty and debloat my face so much
the fact i avoided eating at school makes me happy so i can truly enjoy eating with my bestfriend at the beach thursday !!!!
im still thinking about this
since i helped out at my school they bought us pizza and one of my friends asked me if id be easier to eat if she teared off half of her slice so i wouldnt stress myself out too much and i thought that was so sweet
i feel so cute and so happy and just everything feels like it went well
i cant believe how well this went i was so scared but im excited for senior year
the plan was id hit 95lbs and then try to eat 850 but tbh i dont think i can handle it i might need to stick to 900 range
i really need to up my intake i was so dizzy all day today omfg