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⠀ ⠀⠀⠀Shopping or ❛shopping❜, because I haven't done the latter in a really long while. Lack of bad influence, some might say. ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀Me? Nah. You? Nah. This is about integrity or ethics or. Whatever makes sense to this scenario. Just keeping you guys on the up-and-up. Great power, great responsibility, all that. ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀These are the nights I wish I was a drinker. But bubble tea is going to have to do the job for me. ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀I don't know who either of those are. And I definitely don't know why I actually tried to give a shit about you when I get this. ⠀⠀⠀Have fun, Electro. Stay out of anything that'll end up getting you webbed. ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀Jeez-us, okay. ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀You don't seem greatly convinced. It's not as if it would matter even if it was the case. ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀Doubtful anyone is going to be proud of me, but at least one of us can be optimistic. ⠀⠀⠀Uh. Yes? ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀Thrilling vote of confidence, but I think technically agreeing with myself might be the kindest thing I've mentally allowed me to do all week. ⠀⠀⠀That's. A lot more than I've kept up on. I haven't even held a hand in . . . uh . . . when was Hector? ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀No, but she doesn't really text as much as I could want. Not that I'm really good at that, either, but I feel it should count on principle. ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀And people say I disappear all the time. ⠀⠀⠀Making sure you're not doing, you know. Bad stuff. ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀I don't know that I can actually even talk about it to literally myself. It'll bounce back, as it usually does. Just ones of those times I actually kind of miss the bunker. ⠀⠀⠀Don't know why I wouldn't try to keep up with my alternates. ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀You don't really get room to talk since you're married or whatever is happening in our life over there. And I'm. ⠀⠀⠀Doing great. ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀I would never lie about anything in my entire life. ⠀⠀⠀Cat and Luna? Nope. Haven't even been listening to that Fate Of Both Worlds remix the entire day since it dropped. Two furthest people from my mind any given second. ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀Why are we saying we. Or I'm saying we. You're saying we ⸺ I thought thought-narration was already hard enough to keep straight. ⠀⠀⠀I don't think of Felicia, like. Ever, actually. With my busy and fulfilling life there just isn't even any time. ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀You guys should have to like. Prove it. Maybe by a third party to ensure there's no tampering involved. ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀It's as if she's still right here with us, mewing away . . . ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀Some days it's like I can still hear her voice. ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀Not doing this. ⠀

⠀ ⠀⠀⠀Sounds like probably nothing positive? Though I guess I get complicated resentment towards women that have presumably kicked one's butt. Probably a bit too much. ⠀