seve

hello seve

Sorry I haven't been very active, I've been paying attention to my family who I haven't seen in 6 months, and at the same time I've been busy helping them, and I've also been spending time with someone, and it's been good, I think I did the right thing by coming home for a while

I woke up with a headache, I'm better now, at least I didn't have my nightmares, I think it's the first time in years that I feel good sleeping

I just realized that I will be better off if I am alone and away from people, firstly because I hurt people and secondly when I fall in love I am an idiot because no one I love will love me that's it, with that said I'm just going to get high and focus on my art and music

I brought my sketchbook by the way, so maybe I'll post some sketches again (I bought this sketchbook in 2020, so forgive the stickers)

I'm starting to feel withdrawal symptoms from my pills... advice from anyone facing problems like this... don't take drugs... no matter how much life is destroying you...

I think another advantage of being at home is that I don't have my pills or my razors here so when I get anxious or depressed or just have to let it flow

I think I'm the only single person in this family, my god, everyone's asking if I have a boyfriend

friends... it's so hot... I'm sweaty in bed and I can't sleep, that said... let's cry

I almost accidentally did a face reveal

helloooo and morninggg

I just don't want to be bad to anyone

Thanks to @sevenuzz for this cute little draw over! 🫶

I'm so sorry, if you're still here send me a message, let's talk and I know I say this but my mind is a mess, and if I can redeem myself with you I would love to, again... forgive me

finally home, and I saw that some sent me anonymous messages, I will respond soon

bye bye

The advantage of having my Switch in my backpack is that I know I'll go back to playing Animal Crossing to pass the time on the flight.

If I disappear for hours the plane crashes

I have a hidden playlist that I created when my feelings were overflowing, it contains all my love, I hope one day to dedicate this playlist to someone who makes me feel loved again (I remembered because I'm listening to this playlist now and I felt much calmer)