Polar.

Grieving a love that never had the chance to bloom.

The heart doesn’t care what it can’t have.

I don’t fear the dark, I fear what it brings out of me.

I don't know what's wrong with me, but I'm pretty sure it's a lot.

My demons don’t hide—they speak in my voice.

I won’t say a word, but you’ll feel when you’ve lost me.

loving her felt like bleeding with a smile on my face.

we didn’t fall from heaven, we were thrown out.

What’s left of me is just something pretending to live.

if i could disappear without hurting anyone, i would.

This pain? It's my only constant.

Nobody understands me like the voices in my head.

It is what it is. but fuck, it still hurts.

laughing through breakdowns should count as a skill.

In the end, it's just me and my unspoken thoughts.

Every night, I bury another piece of who I was.

held on, even when it was tearing me apart.

I can’t heal your wounds, but i can bleed beside you.

maybe in another life… but this was the one that mattered.

i read between words, between silences too.