𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈.

say what you wish to say . / i have said it already . a hundred times over , in every way but words .

𝒊 𝒂𝒎 the monster & 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓 is me .

i cannot make speeches . if i loved you less then i might be able to talk about it more .

all i ever wanted , all i ever needed , is here in 𝒎𝒚 arms .

we all need someone to catch us when we fall .

i brought a knife to a gunfight . i am the knife . i am all blade .

i feel i have taken 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 from you and more . / you have taken 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 from me .

but i lost myself when i lost you .

my childhood spat back the monster that you see .

either love is a shrine or else a scar .

you're a psychopath . / i prefer creative .

& i will love you if you never marry at all , and spend your years wishing you had married me after all . that is how i will love you even as the world goes on its wicked way .

you're such a sweet talker , you made me believe every lie was a beautiful sound .

i apologize . . . for 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 .

i used to have your beauty before i grew a brain .

give me a memory i can use 'cause what if i never love again ?

i will love you if i never see you again & i will love you if i see you every tuesday .

two strangers learn to fall in love 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏 .

don't you ever tame your demons but always keep them on a leash .

when the sun has set , no candle can replace it .