𐙚 pink pony girl of edtwt ⋆⁺₊ 𐚁⊹₊ ⋆

i hate that i let this drag on so long, now i hate myself

goodnight my shayla’s

edtwt learned a new word and ran with it 😭😭😭 not everything corny omg please find a new word and also look up the definition

pre purge: bloated & trying not to be sick during the crime: bloated & being sick after purge: bloated & trying not to be sick

one more i say…one more time…as i drag myself to the trash can

i have destroyed my temple it is in ruins not even a prayer can save me from this

can’t eat pizza but aye like 2000 calories in bread & chocolate shut the fuck up fatty ur not anorexic 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Ugjjj i need to purge but im so tired

almost just started crying so hard bc i wanted pizza so bad but my mind just won’t allow it ik i was fat last year but at least i could enjoy things without feeling so much guilt

guys it’s time to sneak my bag of vomit out my room wish me luck thank you thank you

I need to stop purging and I need to be honest with myself rn 💔 My problem rn is purging…I really do not restrict extremely anymore. I can eat 1400-1500 and feel ok. It’s Ok that I need to recover from purging…not restriction…It doesn’t make me any less valid 😞

purging into trash bags in my room & then hiding them for hours or even days and then sneaking out at night to put them in the outside trash 🫩

every day is so exhausting and yet i would rather go through this agony than be the weight i was last year

does anyone have any tips on stopping later in the day b/p i don’t feel any desire genuinely none until i eat my dinner and then immediately afterwards i feel like eating everything in sight and purging its like a demon that only visits in the afternoon 😓😓

once it gets past 4pm all my self restraint goes out the window. i wish i could sleep for 16 hours straight.

one of my fav underrated low cal sweet treats 💕💕💕 meringue nests only 51 cals each yum yum yum