nocturnal

What I face doesn’t matter. How much it hurts doesn’t matter. What I feel doesn’t matter. — I endure.

— Bear the risk of feeling hate.

Bearing the weight — alone.

those things you believed in — don’t exist.

"Gifted" — and yet you lost.

The story you were told — was never mine.

"I don’t need salvation." — I chose the pain.

"Fear of the Abyss." — I became it.

None of it matters — I endure.

"Madness is like gravity." — just a little push.

I'm not the same you left behind —

Feared the fall, — became the void.

I’ll carry it all — what I feel doesn’t matter.

Decided. — Whatever it takes.

Carry your pain. Walk your path — and never kneel.

Wasn’t a gift — it was a reminder.