moon ★
@lovsundei
Warning! This may have yaoi…
yoshikaru slow dancing but neither one of them knows what they’re doing despite ‘hikaru’ insisting he does bc hes seen it in a movie and its just a cute little intimate moment
anyways i have yoshikaru thoughts i need to get out of my system or else i’ll explode
hikaru… there was so much he never got the chance to say… same goes for yoshiki and the more i think about it the more it kills me
wait this made me so sad
I miss og Hikaru too... He's never been in the current story, but I feel something warm and sad about him... I don't know how to explain it... It's like a person left without saying anything and you're trying to pick up the pieces of what's left of him...damn
hey wdym they showed hikaru’s last moments at the very end of the episode and im just finding out rn
i fear if i don’t call ‘hikaru’ cute or baby every time i see him i’ll explode
theres a reason why theres a huge emphasis on yoshiki wanting to leave the city. as a closeted queer kid you don't realise how suffocated you've felt in a conservative community until you move out into a more accepting city and realise you can breathe just a little easier
his “i dont know” hits so hard man. not accepting others calling a gay man sick, then pretending he only knows surface knowledge about homosexuals so he doesnt out himself. fuck this was written so realistically well
yoshiki's frown at "LGBT" is making my heart hurt insanely bad
all i can think about now is yoshiki crying and my heart aches this is so sick and twisted
