ᅠ⟢ᅠ𝗯𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗸ᅠ——ᅠ𝘤𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘬 .ᐟᅠ
@lovedclaws
time cannot hold me back. i will save you, @heathazing .*+ ᅠ╱ᅠ made with @gimmickbots.
now i'm the villain in your history, i was too young and blind to see, i should've known ... i should've known the world was wide enough for both you and me.
i was carving my name into your side and you were calling me soft, calling me gentle. i do not think you were paying attention.
what has become of the heart of that man now that he has ... everything.
he wasn't mine and i wasn't his but he was so good at making me feel like we belonged to each other.
you held my lifeless frame and i swear you never stopped blaming yourself.
don't make me laugh .ᐟ justice .ᐣ righteous .ᐟ.ᐣ keep that shit to yourselves .ᐟ you and your teammates piss me off .ᐟ
i feel more free than i have in years, 6ft in the ground.
how many times do you have to save me until this is over .ᐣ ╱ as many times as it takes.
im scared to make connections because what if they see what i see .ᐣ what if they take one look at my worst parts and hate it too .ᐣ
i wish you wouldn't look at me like that. ᅠ╱ᅠ like what .ᐣ ᅠ╱ᅠ i don't know. like you could love me.
grief whispers in my ear, pulling me forward like a puppet. she controls my actions, my thoughts. she is all i have known and will ever know.
i did call it love. it was love. the universe was good because he is in it.
you held my lifeless frame and i swear you never stopped blaming yourself.
if you knew each other's true colors, would you still be friends .ᐣ
I DON'T WANT YOU TO FUCKING APOLOGIZE. I WANT THE GUILT TO EAT YOU ALIVE. I WANT YOU TO DROWN IN YOUR THOUGHTS LIKE I DROWNED IN MINE.
the truth is i miss him, but i'll swallow poison before i admit it.
i know how you feel.ᅠ╱ᅠno, you don't. you have no idea how i feel.