kemi marie

first southern spring

you can only abandon yourself for so long. eventually, something in you will stop working for you. whether it’s your heart, your mind, your body, your soul, your diligence. it will just stop.

scorpio venus venus 8th house venus 12th house type love

not pathetically intense. deathly intense. you will die and be reborn around me.

should’ve- could’ve-would’ve, what ifs regarding death indicate that multiple paths exist. choices build your life, at a point, and lead to specific outcomes. that means there are various outcomes to begin with, all dependent on choice. what influences that is a story of its own

god willing

None of the shit mattered at any time in most of my 20s honestly.

there are multiple death points. multiple opportunities to die. multiple windows and portals. when there are multiple unexpected deaths. it means a door is open, even if it’s slightly cracked, and it’s easier to slip through. not all deaths are fated. some are just the result of…

and then wonder why things are not coming your way. go outside. send the email. post the thing. prepare. show the universe you’re ready.

gotta invest in yourself first.

you’ll look back at 23 and realized NONE of that shit mattered cause your entire life changed anyway

to be good at math and science you have to be good at following rules, to be good at english and history you have to be good at critical thinking… personally i find one to be a lot more difficult

yes, there are so many ways to go about this!