ivan, with nothing to prove

keys to my growth over the next while: embrace the mundane which feels super fucking edgy for me so i guess it's not so mundane

Most people live their lives in between these 2 emotions- 1. Hope that if they achieve something, they will find happiness. 2. Fear that if they lose what they have, they will never be happy. The day you understand neither of them are actually true is the day you are free.

we're all in this together

just found 50 euros on a rainy street in berlin 🤑

confidence without proving emerges when you inhabit the present so fully that nothing is missing—and therefore nothing needs to be displayed

you can do existential crisis in hard mode or in easy mode things that help easy mode: - actively getting support from da homies - not resisting it because you know deep down it's part of the growth process

since the aoa reunion on projections, i have perhaps predictably, been more open to questioning projections on people i'm meeting for the first time getting to experience the humans beneath my projections (or at least the first few layers) is such a gift 😊

if multigenerational trauma is at source of all suffering then every time i sit the dysregulation i’m tending is my own but also my parents’, and my grandparents’, and ultimately everyone’s y'all can thank me later okay 😋

fuck solopreneur, i'm on that soul-preneur flex 😏

what I’m discovering is that I can go to my edge without over efforting i have a binary belief that I either have to be pushing or not growing at all and there’s more questioning of this assumption recently a good prompt from my meditation teacher: “how does being do doing?”