isla ˚꩜ .
@islarecovery
finding a way towards full an-r recovery 𓂃۶ৎ
dad bought the only kind of bread I like (not ed driven, I’m just picky about bread) can’t wait to include it in my breakfast tomorrow!!!!
after going through a rough patch these past couple weeks I can safely say that I feel secure in my recovery again. this is your sign not to give up, even when things get difficult. it’ll turn around eventually. all you gotta do is hang in there and trust the process.
shrinking myself to nothing is literally so stupid, the world needs as much of me as it can possibly get. I have so much to offer to my loved ones, friends, acquaintances and community. my body is a vessel for my kind heart and needs to take up as much space as it can.
starting a week of savoury breakfasts around the world tomorrow, so I can improve my energy levels throughout the day (I crash a lot, especially under the summer heat) and also experiment in the kitchen (favourite activity!!!!!)
had so much food today and I think it was the first time in a while that I wasn’t struck by guilt. celebrating loved ones is all about gratitude, sharing and bonding. gatherings are no longer centred around my ed. I can be present, live in the moment and be there for my people.
in charge of making the family sunday breakfast tomorrow!!! so excited!!!!!
eating the pasta my mum prepared for lunch because I won’t beat it unless I eat it
