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now do you hate me? are you afraid of me? are you able to feel culpability? come forth and kill me, bow down and worship me, take your time all we have is eternity. now with a new start, broken and torn apart, nothing in me resembles a human heart.

i got a feeling you're coming back just like you have in the past

i was so young when i behaved twenty five yet now i find i've grown into a tall child

i'm sorry that i still can't talk to you, doesn't feel right anymore

please don't ruin this for me please don't make it harder than it already is i'm trying to get over this

cause you're still stuck on your past you hate 'em so much but you're just like your dad you smothered every right that i've ever had by holding on too tight

i want the parts of your hand-grenade heart that beat slowly with anger and fear

take my hand in yours and tell me that i'll always be the one without you, my life means nothing so just say you love me tonight

i hope you know that it's not always happy in my head

every time that you leave boy that i swear i lose my mind

the hurt just leaves me scared losing everything i've ever known it's all become too much maybe i'm not built for love

am i human? or am i something else? cause i'm so scared and there's no one there to save me from the nightmare that i call myself

if i die tonight, i'ma make it look pretty

why'd you leave me if you loved me, i've been honest

i would run away from you, if i could never really wanted to, but i guess i should run

tell me that it's time for me to go cause you know i can't do it on my own

used to hurt at first, maybe i've just been conditioned all the while you win, i pity your position call me crazy but for you i empathize with each and every blow i sigh

i used to think that i know what i want never saw it coming unglued

i won't be, no, i won't be like you fighting back, i'm fighting back the truth eyes like yours can look away but you can't stop dna

i've never been in love, i've been alone

i did it all for her so i felt nothing at all