starr
@coldh3artt
20 ! cherry coke zero enthusiast| bmi 14s
⋆˙⟡ #edtwt 📌 20, she/they an-r, arfid, bpd 165cm, bmi: 14s , gw: ?? -15dnf / basic dni ♡ / ↻ for moots ⋆˙⟡
my coworker just clocked me for c/s how tf does he know about that i’m so embarrassed rn 🫡
took an edible and gonna fuck up some cracker barrel i’ll get to my apartment tmrw i suppose im too sad lmao
sometimes i feel like the worst person alive and i don’t deserve anything good to ever happen to me. i deserve to suffer i think
i just sobbed in a loves truck stop bathroom and got back in the car like nothing happened my dad looks very confused rn. sorry
i took a nap and feel a bit better… i think im dealing w pms symptoms rn which would honestly explain a lot 😔 even if i don’t bleed i still get all the cramps and mood effects from my period i hate it sm
why are you, as a man, telling ME (who yk struggles w a significant ed) that you haven’t eaten in 2 days. quickest way for me to no longer gaf about you bc do not say that shit to me ESPECIALLY when ik ur lying
my stomach is empty but i’m so sad and anxious im fighting for my life to not vomit
yk those thinspo pics of like emo/alt couples yeah im gonna go insane. i’m destined to be single forever i think
they changed the baja blast zero bottles from saying 0 calories to 5 calories 5cal will not do anything and that’s how ALL zero sugar drinks are, but the label change is freaking me out lol this is so stupid
thinking ab this burrito my parents brought me while i was in the hospital last week 😭
gonna sound fat for a sec sorry, if im heavily restricting idgaf if my cals go to a small bag of gummies, a thing of fries or a straight spoonful of peanut butter, im tryna enjoy my food not assault my taste buds im already miserable enough from this disorder lmao