ilana

Why always the last of July feels like open heart surgery

Trapped. All alone

Playing phone tag

I believe in the rocks

Aw<3 my car registers the bag of rocks on the seat as a passenger <3

I miss my uggs

Wake up Serenity prayer 3x in the mirror Wash face, ice, rose water, salt water, strawberry mist, mascara. Vaseline. Go outside appreciate the scent of wet rotting wood and hot dirt and Magnolia

And which lesson is The Lesson

I am working on drawing an incredibly detailed map because I am overwhelmed with love and fear

The sunshine rainstorm can be so pretty and fun when theres no one around to say its because the devil is beating his wife again

Wishful Thinking ❤️

I luv music that sounds far away and my 90cent vending machine cup of coffee

📷 | Lana Del Rey and Jeremy catching alligators in a new video🐊🤍

Never want to go home and always homesick. Always enticed by nothing to hold on to/ nothing to hold me back but I’m scared to drive my car forever. That’s too much power

South Carolina is like hell and makes me want to kill myself except for all the fields with so many beautiful horses and the peaches. They’re the sweetest

So hot too hot, and humid makes your skin feel like a prison. Can hear everything going on inside your body. Communing with my heartbeat. It battles the cicadas

can you feel it? somewhere, tennessee

I love today because it’s my birthday