Jesseline

the moon, the sea and me

Some nights are made for forgetting. Some for becoming the version of you no one survives.

this irreverent heart

mood

I waited for you ’til my heart turned blue

“I wonder just how much I’ll lose in a life that’s good and long”

dimming quietly, fading away

I loved you like a fire loves a forest; you left me smoke and silence

Let them call me reckless. I would rather be ruined by trying than haunted by hesitation.

I am tenderness learned the hard way

trading control for curiosity

I was built for intense eye contact & confrontation

I am only alive once I will die when god wants

I still burn for you

there is no belonging where you are unwanted; take your tenderness elsewhere

to love sincerely here feels like writing letters to a god that no longer reads

my silence is a weapon honed by suffering

Despite some health problems that are being figured out.. I am looking forward with optimism and assuming I’ll be able to manage. That being said, I just signed up for my second marathon🤍

profound resilience and enduring grace

loving you beyond reason, loving you foolishly

learning to stop confusing pain for passion, silence for depth, and absence for mystery