III
@SHULAGOD
people are way too fickle to be basing your self worth on their opinions
i dont know if it’s bc i havent been to a big major city in a min but life overall just feel less robust. like the market atmosphere where everyone was engaged w/ the world is gone if that makes sense.
sometimes i gotta take them headphones off & just listen to the sounds of the world.
there’s not too much material things i want outside of having a cozy home decorated & tailored to exactly who i am.
the sixth stage of grief is not tweeting about it anymore
aura farming in front of old people by not listening to music nor checking my phone
to understand why i navigate friendships the way i do & why i am so strict you would have to understand that i’ve been betrayed, bullied, ridiculed & left for dead more than enough to be completely radicalized.
ppl that use retrograde as an excuse annoy me so bad like take control of your life & actions dawg.
i feel like we truly around the corner from a black mirror / dystopian aesthetic.
society is cooked in everyway & direction. i wanna go off grid more than ever.