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learned a new word today: vociferous. means loud, forceful, and insistent. especially when expressing opinions or feelings. sentence: i was clear as day when i said no and he still got vociferous.
at work freezing rn. i knew i should have brought a jacket (im already in a long sleeve).
i work out on weekdays and rest on the weekends… but tell me why i have zero motivation to hit the gym during the week? like i have to physically drag myself there. but come my rest days & suddenly i’m itching to go. like why am i built like this??
i closed all my activity rings today with zero motivation. honestly, it means even more on days like this! when it would’ve been easier to do nothing, but i showed up anyway. yay me
chronically putting others’ needs above your own often comes from early environments where love, safety, or acceptance felt conditional. meaning, you had to earn it by being agreeable, helpful, or never causing conflict.
today i learned that people pleasing is a trauma response and not a personality trait. huh?????? 🥺
none of the mcdonald's by me has the honey mustard snack wrap ☹️
you're always one decision away, from a totally different life.
i hope everyone except the 3rd hokage and all his descendents has a wonderful weekend.
lord fukusaku 🐸: "i'm afraid jiraiya boy has died in battle." 15 year old me:


no one knows my next move, not even me. *screams into a pillow*