Michelle

I only post about narc abuse for other survivors Those that have not lived it will never understand And can’t

I seen the blackness of hell. The deep dark pit. It’s cold and terrifying A black void of hate

Being in that state if I’d call him when I just needed comfort he would yell scream cuss and rage Hang up phone over and over It was a nightmare No empathy

I could not sleep for years.My mind would not shut down and if I did fall asleep for a short time it would be a nightmare and I’d wake up with terror attacks. I was all alone. I had no one and nobody knows what I went through! Iv been exhausted for years

Narcisist abuse makes you feel like your sinking, whenever something would vanish and he would deny it even existed I would start sinking inside That explains my bad dreams of sinking in water or dirt. Horrifying dreams

I want to send this kid a Swatch watch.

Birds are wild and crazy. That’s why God made them so small. If they were bigger we’d be in trouble. But they are fascinating and beautiful

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I’m trying to take care of my grandson I hide in bathroom and bedroom to cry Breakdowns

Please I beg for prayer for Gods protection. Physical and mental and spiritual It’s been a battle against evil 🙏🏻🕊️⚔️

Did he forget? Blackout! Or playing mind games?

He said! I never asked you that. Your an f ing liar. I never said one word about those! You are f ing a liar while laughing and mocking me. I said you did ask me that! He denied ever asking the question calling me nuts

Later I told him I don’t know where the kissing chahuahua are and your angel is! And he butted in and said what are you talking about! I told him what he had asked

One day he walked in door and asked where’s those kissing chahuahuas I got you? And I have an angel here somewhere! Before I could answer he and my grandson started talking all the while I’m thinking why is he asking this?

Spiritual warfare Porn is evil/ demonic And I’m a survivor Of a horrific crime No compassion No empathy Just torment I know God is going to act I’m just waiting He always has

Trying to send me porn of females you know what’s But it wouldn’t send he said the screen would turn black I said God doesn’t want you sending me that Why were you doing that? To hurt you

How disturbing. Taking my stuff and looking at me grinning and smiling knowing. But I didn’t know Evil pure evil Just all of it Everything Evil And were others involved in it? Laughing God was watching

Whenever I tried to tell the kids about my clothing and things. They wouldn’t believe me. Or believe anything. Even though I’m walking around confused crying having breakdowns Even my two favorite quilts! So much stuff