MetalGoddessJen

Please don’t retweet my personal photos. Auto block. It’s creepy as f. Also, just because we follow each other doesnt mean you can DM me. I don’t answer them.

One song that has been helping since my beautiful grandbaby Rune passed away is @TFP_devotion song "Hearse for Two." I'm so heartbroken. Grief is a strange beast. I have cried for the last two days. I wish she was here, I wish I could take her place. My heart hurts.

Today is my granddaughter’s 1 month heavenly birthday. I took her the prettiest pink roses and carnations. She deserved the prettiest, and I will always make sure she has beautiful fresh flowers. I love and miss her so much. 💔❤️

Definitely going to do an Ozzy tribute show on Saturday.

Ozzy Osbourne dies at 76. This was his last performance... just days before. Rest in peace.

I’m in tears.

Ozzy Osbourne has passed away at the age of 76. I still can't believe it. A few weeks ago he was giving his final concert. I hope you came home, Ozzy ❤️https://t.co/XLcxWz4MqC

I don’t really cry over celebrity deaths but my god, not Ozzy 😭😭

Ozzy? Not Ozzy.

So @Halestorm is literally going to be 15 mins from my house today and I’m too sick to see them.

Vertigo sucks.

I made comfort food for dinner. Grief has had a bad hold on me this week, if I need to eat then it’s going to be something I like.

Wow, this is the first time Coldplay has been relevant in a long time.

The cutest little feet that I’ve ever seen, and all I have are pictures to remember them. I’ll never get to watch her use them. 😭

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Back to work tomorrow. I should have taken more time off.

I took my granddaughter’s pictures with me and showed her the ocean. I cried a lot.

My granddaughter’s funeral is tomorrow. I’m struggling. I’m trying to keep busy but it’s so hard. How could such a perfect, beautiful baby be gone before she even got a chance to live outside of the womb? She was on her way out, literally. 💔💔

I’m still around, just heavily grieving. My granddaughter’s funeral is the 28th. I’m making remembrance candles for it. It’s hard to do. She’s the most beautiful, perfect baby girl. This is such a different grief than I’ve ever felt.

Night time is the worst. I dream of my daughter crying “Mommy, Mommy, my baby!!” over and over when I first saw her, and I hear her anguished crying from leaving the hospital and handing the baby back to the hospital for the funeral home to come pick up. I cannot handle this.