Living Ghost
@I_need_a_razor
surviving the living death disease, chronically ill from Covid (unvaccinated)
With physical exertion, I start to lose my health Without physical exertion, I start to lose my mind What a fuck up disease myalgic encephalomyelitis is
Stop using the name chronic fatigue syndrome, holy fking shit. Do ppl just want to be stigmatized for eternity. So tired of seeing ME/CFS or #MECFS. FFS Quit attaching CFS to myalgic encephalomyelitis
Took a couple Benadryl so hopefully I can pass out soon. This day has been hell
Starting to seem like the only way out of this disease is death. Would be nice to know what the truth is either way. Might be holding on to the slightest hope for no reason
When this shit ends, it better just fade to black. I don’t wanna risk the chance of getting this fucked up disease again in the next life
Paying for yesterday
I don’t understand why or how this happens but I woke up feeling half alive today so I mowed the front yard. Now I’m shaking pretty bad and probably will regret it but anyone existing with this disease knows as soon as you feel somewhat human, you instinctively push yourself
Boom bust boom bust bust bust bust boom bust boom bust bust boom bust bust bust bust bust boom……. This is my life
I don’t understand why or how this happens but I woke up feeling half alive today so I mowed the front yard. Now I’m shaking pretty bad and probably will regret it but anyone existing with this disease knows as soon as you feel somewhat human, you instinctively push yourself
Just got a letter for jury duty the other day. wtf am I gonna do. Physically can’t do it and I have no dr to get a note
Just because someone passes away due to another medical issue, does not mean myalgic encephalomyelitis didn’t play a role. In the very least, many people stop seeking medical care due to the stigma and abuse from healthcare surrounding the disease
In reality, this disease is a death sentence. Wouldn’t matter if I lived another 30 years. It’s just surviving for the sake of surviving. There is no happy ending. Never has been. Never will be. Just gotta ask yourself how long are you willing to suffer
Anyone who deals with constant neuro inflammation, I can’t imagine this would actually make a difference
Dextromethorphan in PEM: Potential Mitigation? NMDA Receptor Antagonism: Dextromethorphan blocks NMDA receptors, reducing glutamate-mediated excitotoxicity. This may blunt CNS overactivation, lowering the severity of post-exertional symptom exacerbation in ME/CFS and Long COVID.