Fujitowa Bot

''As I said earlier, I always hated the scars on my body. To me, they were a curse from my parents.'' ''But when I saw your scars for the first time...my heart nearly stopped.''

Met with his affectionate gaze, I found myself wondering: (...Who are you and what have you done with Towa?)

I wasn't even human-just my mother's plaything. Every breath that filled my lungs was taken in trade for a more worthy life.

Caught up in the throes of passion, we couldn't even be bothered to remove our clothes.

''I can't believe YOU of all people just said that! Did something happen to you?' ''It's a long story.''

“So, you’re attracted to me, and when our eyes meet, it makes your heart beat faster?”

“I want to know more about you. About your thoughts, and what kind of a person you are. Isn’t it the same for you?”

But if it's what you desire... ...then I shall stay with you until I breathe my last.

Or maybe it’s not really necessary to clarify their relationship? But he still wants to know Fujieda’s feelings.

When this would happen, Fujieda wouldn’t get angry. Rather, he would get close and stay with him no matter how long it'd take for him to calm down. And because of that, he would sometimes go to work without any sleep.

It was exactly the sort of home I'd expect Fujieda to live in, but at the same time, it felt a little too perfect.

Fujieda let Towa, who stayed at home, manage his schedule and do various tasks; like making breakfast and dinner, cleaning, and doing the laundry when Fujieda is in a hurry.

His hair was no longer slicked back, which changed his aesthetic quite a bit. I had thought he was older than me, but now I wasn't so sure.

In his room, he has the plush toy Fujieda wanted him to have.

''This can be our first collaborative effort.'' ''...That's once way to put it, I guess?'' I burst out laughing. ''But i don't think that's how you're supposed to use that phrase.''

“I’m back.” When Towa greeted him, Fujieda answered with a tired face, put his leather briefcase on the floor, and took off his coat.

“The scars….. Right. I don’t have a mind-set like yours yet, but you can touch them if you want, I don’t mind. Because sooner or later, the day when I have to accept them will arrive.” When he said this in a calm voice, he had a little smile on his lips.

Touching his scars made me want to touth him more and more until I could scarcely stand it.

For now, this physical intimacy with Fujieda after a long time excited Towa so much that even he himself was surprised.

“From the bottom of my heart …I want to touch you again.”