𝙬𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣.
@DUTYBIND
it's 𝘮𝘺 job to make sure we all get through this http://alive.xn--6ii
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀we've been in this fight for so long ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀we're getting numb to it. . . ⠀
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀we've been in this fight for so long ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀we're getting numb to it. . . ⠀
i am not meant for casual. i was born for soul crushing devotion.
i am not meant for casual. i was born for soul crushing devotion.
Woah... You wanna go out with 𝘮𝘦? Really? Gosh... I'm so lucky.
then i think you should pick me up at 7 tonight
// nvm i couldn't wait. better layout tomorrow but @GOLDLlGHTER
// SIIIIIGHHHHHH.... STARS era chris tomorrow...
What if I do, huh? What then?
just don ' t ever considered i cross anybody ' s mind much , really. that ' s so cute ... you got a crush on me or something ?
Well, yeah... That's surprising to you??
but you think about me ? things remind you of me ? 🥺
Every time I go out for a morning jog, I'll see a rabbit and think, " Oh. Ethan. :-) "
( chris just nods. he knows what those dreams are like. he fishes the carton of cigarettes out of the pocket of his sweatpants and passes one to ethan, then his lighter. ) Lean over, I'll light it for you.
jus ' ... felt like i was actually stuck , not dream — stuck while every shit i ' ve ever faced tried to grab me all at once. even a chainsaw tryin ' to half me at some point. 〔 he mutters , back resting against the house wall. he doesn ' t feel like sitting. 〕 cig ? ⠀
( following along with him, a hand resting on ethan's lower back. ) Do you wanna talk about it at all?
mmhm ... c ' mon ... 〔 arm around chris ' waist — more to support himself than anything — and he is tugged towards the stairs and outside. 〕
You know I do, babe.
fucked up ... ' m coming. thank you. and you have the cigarettes right ?
Alright, I'll wait for you, then.
no , wait ... don ' t want to go alone.
Of course, sweetheart. I'll meet you out there.
yeah ... yeah. grab me the monitor please. feel like i ' ll drop anything i touch
Come sit out on the porch with me?
worst nightmare i ' ve had in a while. fuck man ... need a cigarette
( ruffling his hair. kissing his forehead. ) Don't know where I'd be without you.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ ( 🥹 * ) Shucks , captain . Love you too . ⠀
Yeah, you do. You're incredible.
⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀ yeah , that's me . I'm cute but I got that dog in me still . ⠀